Wednesday, April 30, 2008
2:51 PM
Almost quarreled with my mum over staying overnight at the chalet. But in th end, I msg her this- "Don't call me. I don't wish to quarrel with you." In the end, she allowed to me to stay overnight but I chose not to stay. She does not sound very happy at first so what is the point of making her angry. Sorry for arguing with you, mum. I must learn from Mdm Ng.
Alright, getting so stressed up over studies nowadays. It seems like I know nothing. My brain is not working! I must balance my life ar! Time management!
Didn't attend Home U trg today. So guilty about it but I was too busy with sch work. Too many things to rush. Sorry girls. Youth cup is coming, jiayou!
Most probably not playing for NP ball though POLITE is coming soon. I find it quite a waste but must focus on Youth Cup first!!! Jiayou!
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
11:55 AM
I'm pissed by what you said about Home U but I didnt want to argue with you. Just saw your msn message. Maybe there are some things that you know but I dont. I hope you will clear things out with me. Sorry if I sounded rude. Forgive me.
Now, I'm so confused on which CCA should I join. NP string, basketball or join none, but I need a CCA. I'm neglecting my studies.
My girlfriend rebonded her hair, so pretty eh! =) Jol asked me whether I want go for the banking or financial sector and my reply was BANKING! That is my goal! Only Jol and Kaina know the reason behind it. xD This is a secret between the 3 of us eh! I will be glad if all of you can join me in bank.
Monday, April 28, 2008
2:57 PM
Home U lost to Qian Xi by 4pts. Hai. My family members thought that sth was wrong abt me. Cheryl poon fell so many times and had cramps. Xueling-jie seems to be quite pek chiat at the first half of the game. There are 4 things that Ivy and I noticed about Home U- 3 negative and 1 positive. Positive is that xueling-jie passes more than she attacks by herself. Qian Xi was so on form today, esp their 3 points shot and no. 17. Hai. Look forward to their next game against Qian Xi and Home U will win! This is the first time I got so affected by a game I am not involved in.
Got a new haircut today. PeiJing accompanied me there. Thanks girl. Ber says that there is not much of difference. Alright, not in the mood to elaborate abt that.
Things are getting so confusing but I don't wish to care.
Just let nature takes its course.
Now, I know that you are not true.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
1:18 PM
Not feeling good now. Wanted to go the party but was not allowed to because it was church. I chose to tell you the truth bcos I believe you'd understand. I have grown up, mum. Can't I just have more freedom? Can't I make my own decisions? Stop treating me like a kid. Am i really so badly disciplined?
Trg today was not as fun as last week. Didnt get to play for very long or should I say that didnt get to run a lot? Our screens were very messed up. I don't know why, where does the problem lies. I got blocked by xueling-jie while attemting a lay-up, was both angry and happy. At least there is something that I learnt form this. Have to improve on so many more things. Arh!
For YuBing- Lets do it together okay? I'll be there for you. Lets play hard. =)
For Home U Seniors- All the best for tmr game! I'm so excited over it.
For PeiJing- Hope you enjoyed the mini celebration today. Hope your wish will come true and remain happy! Smiles! =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)-- 12 smiles for you. nice number! xD
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEIJING!
happy birthday to you!
I realized that that the feeling faded.
I guess that it a good thing.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
11:30 AM
I'm afraid I would turn lesbian if i continue seeing s many DISGUSTING GUYS!! Arh! SHOO SHOO!!
10:47 AM
Wanted to attend the 'Ladies Night' party but I made it a must to come my ah ma house at least once a week. My grandma cooked a sumptuous meal! Yummy!
My grandma scalded her hand. Hai. Hope she will get well soon.
Kaina rebonded her hair! OMG! How will she look like man!? HAHA!!
Dear YB, dont think so much lah! We will work hard tgt k? Smiles! xD
Still considering what to do for tmr.
If you have any enquiry, just ask me straight.
I would pray hard that it would happen.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
2:09 PM
I hate BLAW!
I hate BLAW!
I hate BLAW!
I hate BLAW!
It is so difficult to understand and memorize.
Had dinner with DPA friends. Zhung Ying, hope you enjoyed the celebration. =)
I just seems to lost interest.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
2:55 PM
Wore the wrong shoes to trg today. So slippery. Angie tot I was angry with her. I told her I'm not so bo liao. Lol. Someone even thought that it was bcos I didnt see her today causing me to be moody. Lol. I'm not crazy. It is just that my shoes are too slippery for me to run and received a message. I though very long of how to reply.
Dear Angie is broke again. This is the second time I'm treating you. Don't anyhow spend your money! You still owe me money! O$P$!! Lol.
Thanks for the drink. =)
就算是我在逃避吧,
我真的没有力气在坚持下去了.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
2:49 PM
Went for NP basketball trial today. The place is so dirty that makes my body itch all over, esp the nose. There aren't a lot of experienced players but I guess that's not the main point. On my bus joruney back home with Meining and her friend, what they said really discourage me a lot. They do not have a goal to win. They joined NP bball mainly bcos of leisure and the jersey. Without the goal to win, it is totally meaningless. Really meaningless. I am still considering. Maybe they should change the coach. The coach couldn't be bothered at all.
Sometimes I just envy some people though I told myself that I must be satisfied with what I have. But it is just so unfair, so so unfair. Many said that as long as you put in the hard work, you will achieve what you want. All craps!!
I have totally lost the ability to argue with you anymore. I know you are also tired of this relationship between you and me. So, just let it be ba. Concentrate on your studies and church and I will concentrate on my stuffs..
Saturday, April 19, 2008
7:58 PM
I love today's training! I got pissed off during trg though, bcos I didn't play well for the first match. 我不服!! Hence, I played harder for the second match. Haha! Anger management girl! xD
I was observing how xueling-jie (She sounds old with the 'jie' word. Is there a better word?) plays. It is really selfless play. I can't find any word to describe how selfless it is, really. 200% respect.
I really love today's training. Felt extremely happy after training today. Mainly because of the running and ....motivation! Haha! It is tiring though. Looking forward to next sat trg! Cheers! xD And I'm surprised coach knows who my idol is! Pei fu pei fu. She knows everything man!
Finally, going clarke quak with four of my dearest sec friends tomorrow! So excited! See you girls!
To all those players with injuries, get well soon. =)
1:45 PM
I chose not to reply,
Not because I am angry,
Not because I admit I am at wrong,
Simply because I don't want any more arguements.
I have changed,
Because I know how I was in the past,
But you......
Have changed too,
Into my past.
Is this the price I have to pay for,
For mistreating you in the past.
There is only one thing I ask for- Peace.
No matter how elastic a balloon is, it will burst eventually.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
3:48 PM
Thumbs down for today.
Firstly, my phone rang during lecture today when TINA msg me! It is Tina's fault. xD Everybody laughed at me. =.=
Secondly, I got scolded by my mother for reaching home late though I went straight hoem after trg. Maybe she thinks I am not self disciplined and matured enough. Alright, I will be.
Thirdly, I taped my ankle wrongly. Hai.
2:15 PM
This post is specially for dear bibi!
Lets win U18 national team! Champion belongs to Home United. Jiayou! xD
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
9:58 PM
Stop pulling me down. You think I am not up to it. I just want to learn something new. Can't you just give me the support? Give me the chance to learn. Nobody knows how to walk when he is born. He starts from crawling. I am dissapointed.
2:59 PM
Started trg today though my ankle doesnt seems to be working normally. Should be alright soon since I can run! =) Had a team talk after trg today. It is so meaningful. We know what everyone is thinking about. So cool! Lets have more team talks! =) Cheers to Home United girls. =)
Alright, everyone is complaining that I should not drag my feet. I will injured myself more easily. Yes, it is true. However, I personally think that dragging my feet helps me to travel a further distance and giving myself more time to know what actions do I have to take next. I will think about this again. Next, I have to spend more time on my shooting since I have decided to change my style of shooting. Jiayou! =)
The saddest thing today is that I did not get to see my idol! =( My idol, my motivation! I am happy with my current life. However, I noticed that there are quite a handful of people who are troubled these few days. Cheer up people! Things will turn out fine. =)
Home United jiayou for U18 champion! =)
Monday, April 14, 2008
8:38 PM
Went for CCA fiesta. So many ccas that I want to join. I wanted to join basketball but I guess it will be too tiring for me. Home U trg on tues, thurs and sat. Np trg on mon and fri. What CCA should I join?
Anyway, played ball today. I thought I have recovered fully but I felt the pain when i jump and run. Maybe I have rest too long? Haha. I am going to start training tmr! Jiayou! xD
2:56 PM
Went yh house to celebrate her "birthday" and cooked lots of "healthy" food. After that, we went to watch our SENIORS match! Guess what, they WON! CHEERS to them! xD
I tried to take photos of my two idols and they said that I am a pervert! =.= My idols playing against each other leh! It is such an exciting match! At the end of the match, I decided who is my PTI and FTI! My FTI is my example! Once again, cheers to Home United for winning! xD
OMG! There are now 14 U18 players coming back for trg. I must train even harder so that I will get into the team. Jiayou everyone! Lets reach for our goal! xD
Sunday, April 13, 2008
12:27 PM
Started to practise on my shooting today. Have to land on my right leg. Yu Bing sprained her ankle during competition. Get well soon girl. Lets train hard for youth cup. =) Tina and Ber sprained their ankle as well, Seems like so many of us sprained our ankle. Lets start taping. =)
HUBC U16 lost the macth against Darwin, 24-29. They did not play their best I think. I want to play competition ASAP! June!
Alright, I heard that coach praised may geok a lot. Have to watch her play more attentively. See what i can learn from her.
I'll be able to start training from tues onwards, i guess. I want to train!
Looking forward to tmr match. Two of my idols playing against each other. =)
Saturday, April 12, 2008
2:10 PM
feeling lost,
feeling stressed,
feeling guilty.
Gym work tomorrow. Dear ankle, please heal soon. I want to run. I want to shoot. Meanwhile, I can only train some basics. Get well soon ankle.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
11:28 PM
I am so happy! haha. Coach yu mei corrected me, teaching me on how to improve. She gave me a tip on how to become a better player. In addition, coach cindy corrected me on my lay-up that time. I am another step ahead le. =) All thanks to my two coaches. Cheers! xD
Did gym work today. So boring and tiring for my legs. Poor legs! =P Shall train more often in the gym to strengthen my legs. Alright, I'm trying hard to learn to shoot with my right hand only. I must get used to it within one month odd. Jiayou! =)
OMG! An uncle tot thought that I was from CHINA! Why is there so many people who thought that I am from china. I am SINGAPOREAN! xD
2:30 PM
Agnes, this is specially for you.
Thanks for your concern. I am really touched. =) Your msg to me on my phone is so WOOOH!!! I am afraid I will fall in love with you eh! xD HAHA! I'm going to be lesbian... HAHA!! You dont look fierce to me now. Haha. Anyway, thanks girl. =)
8 April, Tues
Alright, I sprained my ankle. I didnt want to tape bcos I think it restricts my movement but serve me right for not listening to coach. Will tape it next time round. Yinghui was guilty about this. My dear girl, it is not your fault la. =) It is my fault. My lower body is too weak. Currently, I am learning to shoot with my right hand. I shall make use of this chance to train my right hand. =)
I think I get some parts of what coach is saying. I was quite lost when we were chatting. Haha. I talked to rose about this and she agress totally with the high expectations part. OMG! I didnt notice. I think I remembered what I wanted to tell coach le. Shall find some time to tell her. =) Thanks rose and coach.
Got my timetable. Joleen, Esther, Valerie and I are supposingly to be in the same class. But Joleen says might not be. OMG! We better be in the same class! Hope that Kaina, Agnes, Herlina and Angela can join us too!! I'm honoured to be in DPA!
9 April, Wed
Went for orientation camp. Walked quite a lot though I didnt want to. I may not be going tmr bcos tmr is games day. We have to travel a lot. Alright, I chased after 3 buses today by hopping. I shouldnt have done that la! Aiyo! Luckily my mum doesnt know about it. HAHA!
Alright, I'm angry! When I alighted from bus today, I saw a blind man. He was trying to ask for directions but despite the numerous people at the bus stop, nobody helped him. What the!! Hello people out there! Imagine a world of darkness where you cant see, how would you feel? Please help if you someone needs help. It is not that difficult right? This spoils my mood for the day. Nights.
Sunday, April 6, 2008
9:03 PM
Well, went "shao mu" today. my whole family went except for dezheng. is it because of christianality? headed to queensway with my cousin after that. FINALLY, i bought a pair of basketball shoes, one that i can run with! so happy! =) i wanted to paint the strips orange/purple but my family members said that i am crazy. lol. wanted to buy the other 2 pairs but someone in HUBC is wearing le. so sad. =( but i love my basketball shoes! xD
SS2G
he is not worth it, girl.
1:37 PM
trg was not tiring today. it is supposed to be something to be happy about but i aint happy at all. slacking during trg means that i'll improve slower. youth cup is coming soon but yet my standard is still at primary school standard. i dont know why, by having more trg, i seems to be getting weaker. i want to be better!
alright, i dont know why i feel this sadness in me when i see that message. why did i took the trouble to understand what it means? innocence is bliss. why do i feel sad?
this is specially for ivy. no one is born to be the best. try again, again, again and again. you are not useless if you are willing to strive for the better but you are useless if you dont. jiayou girl =)
i thought of him yesterday again. let go cunfang.
Saturday, April 5, 2008
1:12 AM
Stayed at my grandma house for the whole day. Watched "gong zhu xiao mei" and I learnt some cooking skills from my ah ma. hehe. Ate so much, so full! Now, I am troubled over religious stuff. I felt this guilt while I was praying today.
Alright, I was thinking about this the whole day. My life seems to be too bland, too boring. Should I do something wild and crazy? I once thought of joining them but I didnt. Self-discipline girl.
Training tmr. 4 hours of sat trg always seems to pass very slowly and tiring. Jiayou.
Friday, April 4, 2008
2:59 PM
Da jiao lian coached us today. She is so different during trg and in life. I got a shock anw. Coach Cindy was late for trg. I got worried when she is not there. I dont know why. Maybe cos she is never late? But I'm glad that she came anw. =) Was damn not in the mood to play ball today. But at least I got hyper at the end of the trg thanks to photography! We bought a power ranger cake for yinghui cos we couldnt find a powerpuff girl de! xD
Oh my! I shouldnt be gossiping right? I can choose to keep quiet and listen. STOP IT CHUA CUNFANG!
I know that my stamina is really bad. I shall jog more. I want improve on my shooting and stamina first. Jiayou girl! I can do it!
5:58 AM
Went MARKET with my grandma today. Oh my! I admit that I'm not used to market life. I can't stand the noise, the smell and the walking. Must force myself to go there more often with my grandma. The stuffs are too heavy for her to carry la!-.-
Happy birthday to CHUA YINGHUI! I suggested to buy a "powerpuff girls" cake for yinghui. So cute right? Blossom, Bubble and Buttercup each represent ivy, yinghui and coach. Who shall be who? HAHA!
What on earth am I doing? I shouldnt be doing this. Alright, I shall stop.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
2:12 PM
today's trg was so slack, but i know i've to improve on my stamina and skills. Now, I'm confused. Am I a center or a forward. Some said I'm a center, some said I'm a forward. Well, I would prefer forward. I'm tired of being a center from Sec 1-3.
It seems like nowadays we are spilt into groups- ivy&yh, yu bing&angie, alicia&yingtsui and my dear shujun is currently unable to attend trg. =(
today is aprilfool day. no one played with me except for shujun but she failed. my dear shujun, i know that i didnt gossip behind your back but thanks for playing with me. =D happy aprilfool to all. xD
6:53 AM
Got scolded by my mum bcoZ i didnt help her with the housework. Well, i chose to ignore. I am going to skip national trg forever with a excuse that my parents dont allow due to slipping grades. Many of them encouraged me to go but i chose not to. I have my own reason of course. So many things to tell coach but i dunoe how should i tell her. My dear brain, please think! Going to sleep now before going for trg... bye..
