cunfang(:

Thursday, April 30, 2009

12:10 PM

thanks (: your actions show eveything. i'm thankful. (:

i hate it when people do things for me without asking my consent.

2012. yea.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

2:00 PM

why? human beings are so complicated. i fear the people around me. i used to trust everyone around me till some things happened. i feel so... someone told me that i am too simple minded but wouldnt it be nice if everyone is simple minded?

what i want is security. i couldnt even sense the sincerity in you.

i hate the life i am in now.

jogging at night.

Monday, April 20, 2009

11:05 PM

updated for cuijie! LOL!

Friday, April 17, 2009

1:23 PM

i am a coconut. this is so true. haha.
The coconut lover is a serious, very thoughtful and contemplative person. Though you enjoy socialising, you are particular about the company you keep. You tend to be stubborn but not necessarily foolhardy. Shrewd, quick-witted and alert, you ensure that you are right on top of any given scenario, especially at work. You need a partner with brains, and while passion is important it certainly isn't everything for you.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

3:10 PM

just created facebook and took a few quizes.

poly: ngee ann poly -.-

Lovely Lady

(what a picture)

You are lovely and caring. You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy. Your life aim maybe is to serve the people. But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs. All your time is hold back for your friends and family. You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency. You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human. But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny. Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls. You will have your own problems in your life. Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it. People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful. They will play on you. Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others . Not everyone is created this way... You are uniqe and rare!

I AM UNIQUE AND RARE! LOL!

suitable job: teacher -.-

Monday, April 13, 2009

1:17 AM

phew! gamed against qian xi and kembangan. these 2 matches are real meaningful. girls, we fought hard. i guess all of us learnt a lot from these matches. way to go! jiayou!

i must be more daring, more calm during the game. shooting and driving in to be improved.
i am most satisfied with my defence. wouldnt say that i defended well but i would say i gave it my all. (:

JIAYOU HOME U!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

12:18 AM

this is life.

i struggled.
i really couldn't get back. things have been happening to me since i have been "disobedient". 5 months have passed. i fell back to the same point. i thought i could overcome but i couldn't.

i've changed completely- from someone full of passion, of fighting spirit, egoistic, prideful to someone who lost her direction totally. i lost my passion, my character, my life.

hands slipped pass. i need hands and not fingers. i'll not be so naive again.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

5:09 PM

my blog has been dead fo quite some time.

went to shao mu today. i hate to go for shao mu. all those smoke made me choke. the heat almost killed me. the whole event lasted for around 4 hrs with much waiting time. actually, it's right. i can't believe i m thinking that way too. hmm.

things are really so different. everytime when it comes, troubles tag along.
saw some childhood photos taken with my cousins. childhood is the happiest time. hack care.