cunfang(:

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

9:26 PM

i am slacking and rotting nowadays. i am in a holiday mood.
i am addicted to stoning in front of the laptop. so lifeless. arh.

Monday, July 28, 2008

10:56 PM

it may take me the whole day to reply anyone cos i isolate myself from the phone. sorry.

i just need a break.
stop thinking about it. give up.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

2:39 PM

i wonder who took this photo. must be zen admiring him.

i hit the bulleye! xD

assembling the bow and arrow

home united archers

bobby got 5th (:

ah teng in action!

hannah coach in action! she very pro lo.

cindy coach in action!

well, 5 dollars for the experience. quite worth it. haha.

2:34 PM

thanks rose for the cupcakes. so sweet of you to bake it for me. haha. we shall bake a cake tgt next time! =D

1:14 AM

went to visit xueling jie. hai. kind of sad for her. dont know whether she can make it to play for next yr div 1. i wish to see her play division one. i wish she can train tgt with us and the seniors. ya. get well soon xueling jie.

the truth always hurts. i know the truth.

Friday, July 25, 2008

11:36 AM

combined ite playing against rp @ rp, 8.30pm.
This game would determine who will be the champion. jiayou!- esp xuan, shifu and pipi! champion! dont know what am i excited about. kpo.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

11:53 PM

just came home from rp. we lost but they fought well. well done girls.

hai. i'm devastated. i'm willing to give up anything in exchange.

4:21 PM

the day could have been better if it didnt rain. i woke up early cos i didnt want to be late for my lecture but i was still late due to the rain. brought along a red umbrella which makes me looks like an aunty but i couldnt be bothered cos i dislike to be drenched. but well, special thanks to the rain for helping me wash my slippers. lol.

had my blaw test. so diao. fortunately,i didnt spend much time on studying and i skipped law of business organisations 2 which didnt came out for the test. i still hate blaw afterall.

game against combined ite later on. well, i am not playing all thnks to my ankle. sian. jiayou np players!

sometimes, i just dont understand what am i doing all those for. it makes me looks so silly. i m not emoing.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

4:16 PM

i saw a spider in the toilet while showering today. somehow somewhat i saw it flying!! but spiders dont fly, do they? omg! it is so interesting la! haha.

ytd was such an interesting and meaningful day (: happy!

sometimes i wonder what is my religion now. quite stuck. gosh.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

2:23 PM

here to blog for ytd. well, we got thrashed by RP by 50 points. This is the first time that i gave up on a game completely. i couldn't perform at all due to my stupid ankle and coach insisted on putting me to play when i asked him to sub me out. when i suggested that we should change our defence, he insisted on playing his defence. he did not bother to teach us strategies to counter attack when we were losing like hell. i was so pissed that i walked away from the competition venue. i almost broke down- feel so embarassed, so pissed off, so lost. luckily yan shan jie was there to encourage me. she chatted with me and brightened up my mood. she even helped me to ice my ankle. really so thankful for that. so happy that i am in home u. cheers!(:

i'm not going to let ytd game affect me. i have decided to take a very long break from basketball. need the time to recover my injuries and do physiotherapy. i'm just too tired. after my break, i will train hard for next year youth cup and polite cup! going to see the doctor on sat. finally.

lastly, meining and prawn, jiayou for the rest of the matches! show me what you have got! it is show time! =) jiayou!

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

9:38 PM

sometimes, i really admire those ppl who can express themselves so well. they can express how they feel, regardless of whetehr they are angry or sad. i am feeling down now but yet i dont have the ability to express myself. learn to open up.

playing against RP tmr.

i'm lost.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

10:55 PM

hai. had a serious ankle sprain today. guess there goes my this year polite cup. thanks peijing for piggy back me today. i know i weigh a ton. sorry abt that. a big thank you to peijing, coach, candy jie, angie and my mum! =)
after polite, i am going to see doctor, rest and undergo physiotherapy. polite, pls end soon!

something funny. haha. candy jie calls me the incredible hulk! incredible hulk is currently injured. she so crappy la. haha. when she wanted to play match, nobody wants to play with her. i told her that she was too fierce. haha. immediately, her attitude changed 180 degrees to a very very sweet voice la! haha. then she asked whether it is sweet enuff or not. lol! though she is candy, but she is not sweet at all. haha. trg is always fun with seniors. =D

omg! have to study for macro tmr. sian. hope i wont slack tmr. jiayou cf.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

10:28 PM

i tried my very best to pay attention during lesson today. good effort. lol. my classmates stayed in class after blaw to sing. some of them can sing. they should join choir.

stop thinking too much. let nature takes its course.

i trust ppl too easily. you misuse my trust.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

7:47 PM

i tot of buying a new phone-c902. i beginning to become a spendthrift. gosh!
didnt pay attention during lecture today again. waste of my time going for blaw lecture.
so many things ran through my mind today. what is that i want? will my attitude towards you still remains the same as before? i'll respect you but i'll not spend any more energy in doing silly things. let nature takes its course.

12:13 AM

i promise to take care of myself from now onwards. actually, i am quite lost now. lost abt everything. my life, my studies and you. i'm starting to doubt you. am i just too paranoid? idk. please guide me, please help me.

Saturday, July 5, 2008

8:56 PM

if only i defended no.7 well,
if only my free throws went in,
if only i were more aggressive,
we would have won.

it is a fact that it is impossible that we can get champiom, a fact that we lost to combined red. get over it and move on. we'll win next year.

tmr is our last youth cup game. i guess i wont be playing a lot cos of injury and most probably, i'll be playing as center. tina sprained her leg. get well soon. let's treasure our last game tmr.

yan shan jie is so friendly and humourous la. i hope she goes to support our game tmr. (:

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

10:41 PM

we lost by 7 pts, 60-67. the referee was biased but that's not the problem. i played badly-that's the problem. someone, teach me how to play please.

my family came to support me but i didnt perform. my mum said i was lousy and my dad shaked his head. i dont know whether they are joking but well, it is a fact.
thanks supporters for coming down to support us. thanks.

sorry coaches and seniors that we lost the game. you all spent so much time on us but we lost. sorry.

there goes the champion. bye champion.

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

8:06 PM

had a splitting headache for the whole day. tried to sleep but i couldn't fall asleep. not in the mood to study either. thinking about tmr's game too. luckily the game is tmr and not today. going to spend some time to adjust my mood later on and also to get ready for tmr's game. tmr will be a long day.

thanks joleen and kaina for listening to me today. i felt better after talking to you girls. right now, i just need some time to adjust my mood. not going to let it affect my impt game tmr! jiayou!

12:40 AM

did 300 push ups during trg. well, i did wrong so i deserve it.i

'm so dissapointed. so dissapointed... hai....